Monday, 14 December 2015

Learning Process

Hi Bloggers.
It has been a few months since my last entry & I have just deleted all the entries I'd written before , since they were so boring and pointless to be read.Now , we are having such a very long holiday and I'm green with envy looking at most of my good friends going to tuition classes and I'm here at home trying to accept that I am going to sit for PT3 examination next year which is actually just around the corner.Honestly speaking , I think I have done a beneficial thing by shopping a few books from the Big Bad Wolf & utilise my spare time finishing all the books - FIXI-es ; Awan , Santet , Trio , Samar & a couple of  English novels ; Girl Online (a best-seller written by Zoella , a famous blogger) and Missing (a true story) . I know I won't be getting any comment or even a single reader for this post but I think it's a good start for me to learn English and to express my feelings through this tedious blog . Throwback about the novels I've mentioned earlier , I like the Girl Online but the novel contains so much words that I'm unfamiliar with and really , it makes me feel like reading the whole OXFORD dictionary , so that I can read it conveniently . Meanwhile the FIXI-es are a bit pornographic and they're all contained a few unappropriate words relating to sex and whatever but I don't take them for granted . I mean , I was not like you know  ... Try to imagine the immoral acts that were described in the FIXI-es . So far , I have completed 2 FIXI-es and a half book of the Girl Online within not more than 4 days . Alhamdulillah .
I'm going back to school in about 2 weeks plus plus and it makes me feel wistful . Relaxing here at home is way comfier compared to the hostel life I've been going through for 2 years . I'm always like so-called 'counting days' till I can feel the freedom that I've been craving before ! I tell you what , it is really , really sad when we need spiritual words from our parents but the we just realised that we lived far away from them . I meant , not really  far away but ... I'm not staying in a room adjoined to my mom and dad's suite anymore [sob ... sob ] . I have to fix my mindset that all these pains are temporary which is just in a drop of a hat and are going to end soon . Yes . I have to be patient and start to assume this journey (boarding school experiences/years) as one of the best time of my life . Amin !